Still we'll say Remember when just like we always do

         Whoahh Good evening and we're already on the seventh day of September,time flies.Now its been a while since the last time I ever wrote on here.These past two weeks have been pretty fuckin' weird.To begin I lost my job,which is totally fine,my mom's going to get surgery at the end of this month.A few months ago she found out she had breast cancer,the news came out of nowhere.She didn't tell us for a while,but what can we do? nothing but pray and think positive i somehow know she's going to be ok.I talked to a few friends about it and they calmed me down.I was off to work when I found out,and I had a really shitty day at work.
  But anywho for now I'm just working on writing ,and working at this coat check where my mom works.Its not an everyday thing just random days.As long as i'm not broke i'm good.I'm about to apply at one of my favorite stores Michael's arts and crafts :D also at this Halloween costume shop that just recently opened i believe this week ...or is about to open not quite sureee! ha! I've got cats to FEED!

                     Aside that I've been Listening to alot of old My chemical romance and Mindless self indulgence lately its weird..but well..ionno i'm random.Oh! and the best shows happen in winter :D Motionless in White,Pierce the veil,A skylit drive,The birthday Massacre are all having shows! possibly Creature Feature are coming back  as well in October I'm soooo PUMPED! and yeah...cannot effin waitttt!!!Tommorrow my friend Paola's sister Sandra is going to have her art gallery in downtown and she's also going to have some ornaments for SALE! sooo be sure to stop by....here's the address:The Alexandria Hotel
501 S. Spring St., LA 90013
from 5p.m. till 12p.m.


I'm most likely going to be there! I always miss her art shows and her art is pretty amazing ....

This is one of my favorites its Edgar Allen Poe its sooo cute!!!

 Now on another topic lately all my friends seem to feel very deppressed and sad...whether its stressing over college,others with their love lifes and some ...are just wayyy tooo busy and they disappeared... I just hope it gets better.As for me the only damn problem i'm having is this fuckin' heat!!!! seriously i HATE IT i bearly go outside for ten minutes and i'm already tomato face ...grrrrr.

Mmmh...now If you'll excuse me I'm off to make some dinner and to get ready for tonights Criminal Minds three episode marathon lol.... *sighs* I cried watching last night's episode ...gawwddd Matthew Gray Gubler is sooooo darn adorable and cute! ..I'd marry him!
and he's sooo dorky haha.

The Monkees + Mcmittens = Happy Chibi

So just when I thought I'd finally go see Motionless in white again,turns out the show is SOLD OUT.It really sucks but oh wells.I saved up $$ for the show..I guess i can use the money to go for another haircut.I cut my hair two months agoo and it grew sooo fast..i can't stand my hair long i get bored of it and don't know what to do with it lol.So i'm gonna go for that bob look hopefully this time they don't ruin it. >_< just saying lol ..but anywhoo I'm really excited because i get this whole weekend off! Oh FINALLY i could swear i haven't had a day off these past two weeks its been hell my body aches from everywhere i'm soooo HAPPY i get to stay in with my cat and watch the Monkees <3 I cannot wait! and i get to sleep for more than 4 hours without having to worry about going to work the next day that is all i ask for this feels amazing.....

welll i don't have much to say but I will update on Sunday night ..cannot wait for tmrw =D

Nothing but ashes

Soo..its been over a month since the last time i updated...=0 whoahhh..and just this wednesday i went to go see I see Stars again @ the house of blues i forgot the name of the two bands before them..but it was Chiodos and Breathe Carolina as well.The night ended early though,I got to talk to Zach for a bit he's a really funny & interesting person,he was talking about were he lives "the ghetto" in detroit michigan.He also mentioned that he wanted to move here and learn how to surf he skates but thats kinda different from surfing.
He gave so many hugs as well =) They'll be coming back early next year.
       I've been working hard...getting a slap of reality,which pretty much sucks but eh..it was going to happen sooner or later.Last night i got into a fight with some cranky motherfucker on drive thru i was sooo fucking pissed..I shoulda thrown him a bottle of whip cream in his face.
   The awesome Monkees played not to long ago @ the greek theater i was sooo mad i worked that night and it was super slow @ work.Also the birthday Massacre's Ep is coming out soon "imaginary monsters" less than a month away ..cannot wait,recently they posted a short preview to one of the songs..that band never disappoints that is all i can really say...and from the looks of it ..its going to be beyond amazing the cover is...whoawww!

Atleast i have something to look forward to =D haha. and the cover reminds me of me going throught the sleep paralysis or how other people call it "the old hag" syndrome
"You wake up unable to move, barely able to breathe... you feel an oppressive weight on your chest... and you sense some evil presence in the room... The old hag strikes!"
I was sooo scared its happened probably three times in the past month..at first i thought there was someone really on top of me..but then i did a google search and came across this..
http://paranormal.about.com/od/humanenigmas/a/Old-Hag-Syndrome.htm

The other day i went to starbucks...and..they had these reeses buttercup cupcakes..omg!!! they were SOOOO deliciouse! i can't believe they exist =)
I finally caught up with my friend from lancaster..no i did not see him but we talked on the phone,ofcourse at some point Afi is always brought up specially Havok =)

       Very random but these toys were recently added to my collection i finally bought them!! =D

                                        Articia,heart bat and Art <3

I haven't had time to write lately,which makes me sad..either i'm soo tired or ..idk..out of ideas... I miss spending time with my Mcmittens.and Litto Andie. Well..i'm off for a 2 hour nap before i have to head to work.

Whats behind the bunny?

Happy Tuna tuesday,i'm up early today ..i don't know why? ..but I decided i should write a blog ...mmmh..where do i start? Well last week,my friends and I went to go see I see stars @ Jimmy Kimmel LIVE.It was pretty coool <3 Then on friday we went to the soundcheck store in Hollywood its right next to the OZ.I call it Mick Deth's store.I see stars played an acoustic set,like i said before they did pretty good.They had Zachary the keyboardist rockin' that tambourine,he's super adorable and funny.(he gives the best hugs).The night didn't end there,we headed to DENNY'S after....my gawwdd we got outta there sooo fullllllll...

                                               ok sooo zachary is the one in red ^^^^^ haha cute right?


Last week i worked Wednesday and Sunday only.I know that on saturday i'm working 2 pm-10 pm 0_0
yeppp..i think one more day too ...still don't know when....So far its ok,somethings are just hard to get the hang of,But hopefully i last....*fingers crossed* ....

The Monkees are no longer on at 11pm...they totally changed the whole damn schedule ...>_< now they give HAZEL...ugh..
 umh..umh..Davy and I went for a run yesterday at the silverlake reservoir..it was soooo hottttt good thing i bought some sunscreen ..the highest too 100 sp i think lol.AND it worked! ...then after..we went to yoshinoya and the donut shop <3

well...i need to go check the mail...i'm waiting for two shirts...both with ribcage designs ^_^  here's the song of tooodayy.

just cause i'm listening don't mean we're still friends.

Its been almost two weeks,since the last time i've been on here.

I've been tooo busy working and trying to get as much sleep as possible...so far...I've succeeded! but for now i'm stuck with a soar throat =/ lame right? well anywhoooo working is pretty good for now but we'll see how long that lasts.

Umh..i wish i had tons to say ...but i really don't ...I'm going out tooodayyy to buy a birthday gift ^_^

ohhh here's the link to my tumblr i ALWays change the url haha :http://whatsbehindthebunny.tumblr.com/

welll umhhh I'm going to the jimmy kimmel live this tuesday to see I see stars play,that shall be fun right? hahah

<3

I've got no time baby, got lots of better things to do! ;)

Its 2:30 am and i can't seem to go to sleep ...this always happens I've gotten into the habbit of going to sleep at 5 am or 4.Not GOOD. then I wake up supperrrr LATE. I'm like an actual vampire..instead of Blood I need caffeine to survive =)

But anyways I'll just write about my friday the 13th,well I woke up at about 9 am..to me thats REALLY early.I was awake but my body was still shut down..=/

I dragged myself to get ready soooo By 12 noon I was riding with Davy. to Jack in the box to meet up with Jeff,then off to the dentist..i sat there for almost 2 hours...thank goodness i am the most patient person i know..i can wait hours..and it'll go by fast..because i'm always thinking about something..or imagining stuff.Then after we went to the car wash haha..it was pretty fun haha that was the first time that being in a carwash was actually fun..Then Davy took me to this place called Ono hawaiin BBQ its by the school i use to go to,and let me say its probably the best thing that happened they had these things called Crab langoon..omg...They were sooooooooooooooooooooo effin deliciouse that place is a MUST i already want to go back ..those crab things were soo good i ordered extra and brought some home to my momma,and i never do that but she loved them too! haha

Then I gots home got ready for the show @ the ROXY me and my friends were on the guestlist =)
we went to OZ and to HUSTLER before the showw haha  =) umh....
Check out Awaken the empire they are the shiitttz!

Ok ..i'm gonna go to sleepp ....I'll finish this tmrw...and post some pics ;)


It is nowww Caturday! ^-^

hehehe on Sunday I went for some shopping and Jamba Juice! =)


And just like the last Monday this one is soo far awesome! I got the job,and i start this week i'm soooo excited! Honestly I cannot wait! =D
All thanks to this lil Lady here! we celebrated Willers style! Ono Hawaiin BBQ! and red velvet cake! FUCK YEAH! ;) Now off for a haircut!

haha! hoorayyy! Hooorrayyy!

Everyday holds wonders to be seen.

Surprisingly,I started this week very good =) mayybbeee tooo goood =)

I went out yesterday with PEETTER(Liz) =)  to Wacko,LACC,amoeba,Jack in the Box and Boarders...
Boarders is closing and they have EVERYTHING ON SALE! sooo effiin Cheap! no joke
I got 4 books for less than 20 dollars =D now the problem is idk which one to start reading and then I bought two at wacko =) haha.

Here are the books i bought at Boarders =)

As soon as I saw the cover and the title i knew..it was a MUST buy! I haven't started reading it..but when i get to, I'll write a summary about it. =)

And ..once again..look at theee cover ..the cat Joey Grey reminded me of my cat Mcmittens.

Knitting..bones...a cat...lovely cover ..it was only 4 dollars...^_^

This one i bought at WACKO and nooo it wasn't cheap,but this is the one I started reading last night so far ..Spooktacular =)

Also bought this one at WACKO the gorey alphabet =)

Then we headed to Amoeba,and I bought three Monkees albums Pisces,Aquarius,Capricorn & Jones,The Monkees,and Headquarters =) One of the guys in the cash register looked alot like Curtis from Creature Feature,he was really cute...I almost died I thought it was him ..except he was like a mini Curtis and by that I mean he was scrawny.Anyways....I'm going back to BOARDERS tmrw..I'm gonna buy moreeee booksss .

Happy Mummy's day =)

Ok sooo I'm gonna start posting these mini stories that I've had for quite sometime,I'm really excited about posting them I have like 5 they're really short.But yeah ..thats what happens when you listen to TOO much Creature Feature....^_^

i fell in love with this kittyyy its by:Gris Grimly <3

This is sooo shortttttttt damnnnn =/ well till next time

Nooo Monkees this time ...but i thought this was superrrr adorableeee =D

Take a giant step outside your mind.

Feliz Cinco de Mayo ^_^

apple pie for breakfast i mean lunch.

My mom always makes great food on this day ..mmh.. i wonder what its going to be this time.
Tacos? *fingers crossed*

Ok ...so basically I've been out of school for the past two months ..and i've tried to stay busy during all that time ..I've succeeded some days ..failed others.So I've been trying to figure out what college i want to go to 0_o LACC is just right around the corner...but UGH! >_< ..I'd rather go somewhere far.But then maybe i want to go to a culinary arts school ..like Le cordon Bleu..theres one in Pasadena.I got the registration form already.I gotta make up my mind by this month.I'm still looking... 0_0 <~~ no worries. right?

Umh...Tj Bell has left Motionless in White ..well they pretty much kicked him out =/ sucks big time.I remember the first time i met him 7/27/09 and ever since that time everytime they'd be done with their set I'd always yell "hey TJ! you were awesome!" it was like a tradition lol.I'm gonna miss him =/ I hope he joins another band ! If you want to read more on that here's the link Chris Motionless's tumblr
http://chrismotionless.tumblr.com/ its the first entry.

Warped tour is coming up!!!!!!!!!! Honestly the only band that I'm looking forward to seeing is A skylit drive oh and i believe Eyes set to kill is playing as well <3,this is going be our first warped tour with a car.AND...we might go to not one ..not two..but THREE =D haha.I wish Motionless in White or Vampires' Everywhere was playing that'd be insane!!! check out the other bands playing --> http://vanswarpedtour.com/bands

Mother's day is this SUNDAY!! what are you getting your mommy? Flowers for sure! a card..and maybe ....something sweet?

Okie Dokieeee well ..thats all for tooodayy Spooksters. I'm off to the grocery store ..in search for some frozen Caffeine! and an Oreo Bar..ooohh and i promised Mcmittens some turkey and gravy Frieskies...he needs a fur cut as well...ofcourse that'll be before June..i don't want him crying cause its too hot.

Is it a coinsidence that everytime I'm writing a blog I'm always listening to them Monkees ? mmh...I'm addicted ..here's "lets dance on" ..enjoy =)..Latersss

A day in May

Appox. 2:08 pm its either too hot or i'm getting sick,i really dislike this weather no ac whatsoever.Mcmittens litter box is full i need to go buy him some litter >_<  once again i wish i coulda trained him to do his business in the toilet that woulda been so much easier. mmh..i went out yesterday limping,I'm still soar specially from my calves 0_0.My friend and I went to the mall,then we stopped by the donut shop by King Middle school.My friends and I would ALWAYS be at that donut shop,or the Mickey D's across.They had theee best sandwiches so many good memories there.That was when i still enjoyed being out,and getting in trouble for getting home at 7.I remember ...good times.

I'm going hiking tommorrow and I'm going to drop off my application at this library =D they are hiring and i couldn't be any happier I've always wanted to work at a library or just anywhere where they have books like barnes and noble or boarders any book shop.SO ..*fingerscrossed*Coffee bean is hiring as well.I'd probably get more addicted to it if i were to work there. =)


Random:But Mick Deth the bass player of the band 18 visions and a group of his friends opened up a store recently,its called SoundCheck located in Hollywood. 8872 Sunset Blvd, West Hollywood, CA.Here's the twitter:@Soundcheckstore I haven't checked the store out myself but I'm planning on sometime this week.Plus I've been wanting to meet Mick Deth since like foreva!

With that said ...out and about for an Oreo Bar..oh and the litter! with this cute song playing inside my head ...."I'm so happy I could almost fly" ;)

I'll tell you in another life when we are both cats

Happy Thursday! I had a splendid day ..i woke up at 12:20 pm and i was outta the house by 1:30 out and about with the sista Davey we went to the Glendale Malll.She got her car back! hooorayyyy! We went to Spencers,Forever 21 and some other stores.There was a lot of those summer dresses with the flower designs on them..i didn't find anything nice ..welll anything of my taste.Hot Topic was having a sale,they had alll these shirts for 10 bucks or less...Pirates of the caribbean,twilight,hellokitty etc. Then we went to eat some micky d's.Finally we ended up at target big mistake they have ALOT of sweet food on special.Like the hostess cupcakes,poptarts,oreo cakesters..and easter chocolate and candy for superrrr cheap.

Luckily i controlled myself and didn't buy anything. ....*sighs* even though Davy walked outta there with some M&ms',granola bars,and dog shampoo lol. Umh..another thing that caught my attention was they had plastic beach buckets,the shovels and toys,it made me want to go the beach..and i hate hot weather..but idk i want to try something different this time.So we're going to plan a trip to the beach =) I need to go buy my unicycle asap.I gotta learn how to ride one too. yikes.

Btw Blaqk Audio is doing a couple of shows and one of them is in Sacramento @ ace of spades ..i want to gooo sooo bad ..i don't know how to drive..damn..so i'm going to have to have a seriouse talk with my dad..and convince him to drive us lol.Anywhooo..its been hot lately ..so being  at the mall,or the movie theaters were theres ac seems like a good idea right? On Sunday we're off to the AMC theaters in Citywalk AND to get some Coffee bean! .We"re going to go watch Insidious.Its from the creators of the Paranormal Acitivity and its suppose to be scarier than poltergeist 0_0 So with that said its definately a must seeee!!!! hahhaa

                                          ^ creeppy right? Well..That is all for now ..ohhh and tommorrow i'm going to go hangout with my friend Sandra who i haven;t seen in years ..the only memories i have of her are when we use to go to Marshall..long time agooo. Shall be exciting! =)

JAM OF THE DAY! =)

Paranoia has haunted me like a ghost.

Its approxamately 8:33 pm Monday! i'm on 38 hours and no sleep -_- and the worst headache ever ..my head will possibly explode.No joke.

Tommorrow's my idol's birthday<3 Chibi from the birthday massacre is turning 34 =D

Tommorrow I'm heading to the grove,I just need to get out of my house ....I need fresh air and new books for sure! And Mcmittens needs new toys! =^_^=

Bunnies and Eggs

Happy Easter!
Lots of Chocolate Eggs and yummy candy =)

(By:Lithium-tears on Deviantart.)

We are waiting for the food It shall be here anytime now.This Weekend was a lazy weekend...I didn't go out at all. The Murderdolls are playing a show @ the Roxy today .. unfortunately I won't be able to go.But I'm sure they'll be back soon! =D *fingers crossed* Umh..plans for this week ....would be ..Job Hunting,Hiking...and ..on Saturday theres the L.A. times Book Festival going on at USC =)

They're going to be giving away alot of prizes and you'll get a chance to meet many authors,it looks like it'll be fun and interesting =) Anywho I don't have much to say and this is like my first blog but in the near future i'll write much ..much more. The Jam of this weekened.(song that has been stuck in my head) is  "For pete's sake"-The Monkees

"We were born to love one another this is something we all need.
We were born to love one another we must be what we're goin' to be
And what we have to be is free"<3